Matthew 13:10-17

Lectio (Reading)

Read the passage twice and get a sense of what it is saying. Pay attention to what strikes you.

The disciples approached Jesus and said,
“Why do you speak to the crowd in parables?”
He said to them in reply,
“Because knowledge of the mysteries of the Kingdom of heaven
has been granted to you, but to them it has not been granted.
To anyone who has, more will be given and he will grow rich;
from anyone who has not, even what he has will be taken away.
This is why I speak to them in parables, because
they look but do not see and hear but do not listen or understand.
Isaiah’s prophecy is fulfilled in them, which says:

You shall indeed hear but not understand,
you shall indeed look but never see.
Gross is the heart of this people,
they will hardly hear with their ears,
they have closed their eyes,
lest they see with their eyes
and hear with their ears
and understand with their hearts and be converted
and I heal them.

“But blessed are your eyes, because they see,
and your ears, because they hear.
Amen, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people
longed to see what you see but did not see it,
and to hear what you hear but did not hear it.”

 

Meditatio (Reflecting)

Slowly read the passage again, pausing on words or phrases that stands out. Take time to consider the meaning. particularly in your life.

Because knowledge of the mysteries of the kingdom of heaven has been granted to you, but to them it has not been granted. To anyone who has, more will be given and he will grow rich; from anyone who has not, even what he has will be taken away.

Oratio (Responding)

Read the passage again, slowly. Consider how God has spoken to you and respond back to Him. You may want to consider how this passage is asking you to act differently.

I always used to cringe at statements like this from the lord. This is indeed a hard saying: “from anyone who has not, even what he has will be taken away.” It seems like the opposite of what a loving God would say or do. The truth is though, that these are not the actions or choices that a loving God makes for us or does to us, but it is instead a choice we make for ourselves.

St. Thomas Aquinas said: “In order that the mind of man may assent to the things of faith, a movement of God is necessary… God moves the soul interiorly to believe, by the infusion of grace.” This means that God will grace you all the wisdom and understanding you will ever need to understand all of his mysteries, but you must first choose to have faith in Him. And when you do turn to him, He will run to you like the father in the prodigal son story, and He will lavish you with gifts and wisdom.

But until you turn to him, you will find yourself lost and frustrated and the wisdom you have achieved will be clouded by pain and suffering. And you might even lose everything. In Alcoholics Anonymous they call that “rock bottom,” but you see it is not something that God did to us, but something that we did to ourselves. I think that might be why we have to suffer in order to find true faith, we need to purge the human need to do everything our own way, before we can see the wisdom of doing things God’s way. When we find ourselves completely lost and alone, when we are at rock bottom, then we will finally look up, and see what all of our stubbornness, and selfishness has brought us… Nothing.

It is at that moment that we will finally look to God for help, but He is not angry or haughty at us, He is only grateful that we are now with Him as His beloved child. He will then put a ring on your finger, and the finest cloak over your shoulders, and He will say you… you were lost but now are found. And then everything (and I mean everything) will begin to make sense, even the greatest mysteries of our religion. So turn to Him, allow the Holy Spirit to stir in you, and you will see, and come to understand all of the mysteries of God and His divine nature. Do it today, your eternity depends on it.

Contemplatio (Contemplating)

Take time to simply remain in the presence of God.

Resolutio (Resolving)

Make a resolution that will improve your life, your relationships, or your faith. Make it small and attainable, and do it.

Please lord help us today to choose you in everything, help us to expunge the need to do things in our own way. Help us lord to see with eyes that honor and love you. Amen.